At the New Year's Eve Parade

by Sacresc

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1.
She danced with red roses While the great white shark flew in the sky All while Sylvia died With birds on her shoulders and in her eyes She drew a boy with seven hearts and brains Each one made to blend together perfectly It was such a beautiful mess She crumpled it all up and threw it in the trash In the morning she would paint her eyelids black She'd imagine a magical world of beauty A tiger with a sharp set of teeth And a boy who could love her for eternity I am a girl in a beautiful dress Yes I am, yes I am I feel beautiful when I fly in my dress Yes I do, yes I do I am a girl in a beautiful dress Yes I am, yes I am
2.
Pt 1 There's a woman next door and she's working on her garden She does it everyday and it always makes me wonder If she does it to stay alive Me I've got nothing I'm sitting in this bedroom Playing all these songs that no one wants to hear But I think it's making me feel better I really do Once had a girlfriend that made me feel important Then one day she woke up and no longer loved me To this day I feel like a waste of space The sweetest girl I knew put me back together Never got to tell her how much she matters If you're listening here's to you You're beautiful, you're smart, you're stronger than I'll ever be You're caring, you're brave and you make me happy And I miss you I'll start myself a garden plant some new flowers Grow some new friends to make me feel important And yeah I'll do it to stay alive Yes I feel like I am a waste of space Yeah we all are but it's up to us To not make these lives a waste of time Pt 2 The last time we kissed There were tears on your lips Cause I said you don't love me And still to this day I don't know if you cried Because I was wrong or because I was right Tonight I'll go To that place in my head Where I feel safe and not so alone Cause I know she'll be there We'll be our best This acceptance of sadness will bring us happiness We'll fall in love And forget the rest In our fictitious home of sweet Sacresc
3.
You danced with red roses in your hair I dreamt you kissed my eyes and made me see again Then you pulled them out and put them in your pockets You whispered sun touched words in my ear and made me hear again Then you cut them off and put them on your shoes You danced with red roses I dreamt you touched my chest and made me feel again Then you ripped out my bleeding heart and crammed it into your rib cage Cage...
4.
Ariel 04:31
Ariel, my sister, you died in the womb Depression has burrowed into my bones She takes off your dress as your eagerness dies Sweet machines moving throughout your body A longing for meaning has taken my heart Red Roses carving her imagination Ghosts burrow inside of her mind Those birds on your shoulders are the reason you fly Unlike the great white shark of the sky Love, love taught it to soar High up above the deep sea of blood Where you'll fall with Ariel and be born again Over and over, we fall We land
5.
Bluebirds 06:08
Take off all your clothes to get a sense of something real He touches your soft stomach then your chest as you explore The body of a machine meant to leave The image of what you are becoming If he haunts you in your sleep Why don't you ever leave A bluebird with no eyes flies in my ear into my brain It paints my eyes pitch black and leaves me with red roses It whispers everything is best like this While Ariel drinks blood from my heart Now I live in a magical scene of fake beauty It comforts me but leaves me wanting more than this bluebird Hold me you can kill it with a kiss Just promise me that we will die like this These thoughts keep me awake These thoughts keep me awake Jesus died and never came back, still he changed the world We will never die and if we do we'll come back to life We will leave when we are satisfied With an ending that extends past our lives Sweet American poet are you still all alone Love has left your bones but you have two kids of your own You once wrote you are in love with the pain We both are exceptional at dying There is a parade In Sacresc
6.
You will live you will die You will love you will love Do you see it on our backs that it's beautifully painted Life is full of sadness but you still don't want to die At the New Year’s Eve Parade we will sing, we will sing I'm not asking you to come back and love me I'm just asking you to come here for a second We lost feelings to the winter as the leaves all died together Held your face as you were sobbing have you missed me have you missed me We learned how to live life with happiness life with happiness At the New Year’s Eve Parade I will find it I'll find everything At the New Year’s Eve Parade we will look back with happiness We will love what we have lost and look forward to the future The sidewalks filled with people dancing and laughing With balloons of our memories flying away from us They held lights in their hands and everybody sang I'm not asking you to let me be lonely I'm just asking you to go on without me
7.
Part 2 03:02
8.
Oh Toothless tiger hear me now It's the heart of those who want nothing That say we should watch the world burn It's an art museum in her mind It's existential suicide To be born again in another world How beauty drowns out everything Except depressing memories How I wish you could see what I see Great white shark of the sky You eat everything that you see How I wish I could be just like you
9.
Still just as lovely as the first day we met Oh even happier ever since you left A sailboat set for the moon sinks in the ocean I steal for you Lying on your deathbed will you think of your first love Like flashes of time scattered throughout your life If our memories meet I hope mine tells yours I'm sorry Every cage in this world has open doors It's our minds that stop us from flying free It's self doubt that stops everybody I am alone no more family or friends But I still have myself and if that's all I have Then I'll find love in this life and red roses inside my mind Every heart in this world lose itself To the mind of the man it keeps alive But I am trying to keep on living a life with meaning A sailboat set for the moon sinks in the ocean I steal for you
10.
We Are Liars 04:13
I killed an angel I put her inside of my cage I killed an angel One that loved me until she grew wings We became the people we said we'd never be We became liars each time we would say I love you I love you Yes I do Are we still liars If we don't know we're telling a lie Are we still liars If we don't know we're telling a lie Can I still love you Even though you don't love me too Can I still love you Even though you don't love me too I love you I love you Yes I do
11.
Seven sided child I want to be loved and capable of love But the trouble was I was never enough I'll never be, not even for me The stars look back at me We watch as comets crash As your smile slips through my grasp My life glitters from your lips You wanted this, you wanted this Penny wearing queen Will we listen to our old hearts From when we were meant to be young Two fireflies inside of a jar Does the clock watch us die Does it cry when we say goodbye I'll watch you walk away I'll watch you fly I'll watch you fly away, as I do the same There's a sea of blood in the eyes of god There's a sea of blood in the eyes of god Cherry colored baby There's a tiger up on the hill Horses singing behind stage curtains Young lovers dying in the belly of the boy Two flamingos dancing in the dirt A dead teenage girl with holes in her arms A million stories told to us by giants Glowing immortal girl The second you left I knew I was dead But now is time to be born again Through the eyes of a world that spins and shines Was it me you stopped loving Or the feeling of being loved Those who want everything Will soon want nothing You said it best I hated myself but never again There's a sea of doubt inside of my mind There's a sea of hope inside of her mind Sylvia You were right about death I kissed you to see your importance I dreamt you bewitched me in bed To love someone you must love yourself Get your head out of the oven Sylvia Seven sided child We were born in Sacresc We will die in Sacresc Over and over and over and over again
12.
The summer brought the winter like we always knew it would We were fools for dreaming, I don't know why I was surprised We stole the sea, we drank it up and suddenly I became hideous It's a poisoned pill, I'll never make you happy again It's kinda fitting that the band will play at the conquered kings crying feet Well I'm tired of kneeling, when I sing this I'll be standing It's hard to tell If I'm the one who's moving or if it is the World around me that is constantly twisting Either way I am twisted up and I feel like A bluebird with bright eyes and I can finally fly Yeah you and me, I guess we started taking separate streets Things will change, things will end, Some will begin again and some things will remain Keep your feet on the ground, keep moving Cut the string from your back, keep talking Take your hands off your head, start running The rain is black, the street lights are dead, I am shining A crow's nest falls from the peach tree's branch, it's time to plant another one This time I will bury the seed alone I've learned how to use my broken legs, in fact I am taller now I only hope the past is proud of me I look into the mirror now, I've burned all the paintings to see What you have done to me, it is beautiful What once was cruel is caring now and wickedness is A garden of love and I’m not scared of it In fact, I stare at the pain of it all, I am grateful for it Some things will decay, some things will shine Some will be lifted high and some will be back again Turn the TV off, start singing Color the sky, don't worry Be a witness now, start writing The moon is red, the sun is out, I am flying You say that you don't feel like you, in fact you say it with tears Well you should be saying it with pride Burn my body in the flame that will ignite this new This new chapter of your life Oh I want you to Keep your heart alive, start living Stop regretting your life, stop wishing Burn all these cages, start screaming The rain is black, the street lights are dead, I am shining

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"Even amidst fierce flames the golden lotus can be planted" - the epitaph inscribed on the tombstone of Sylvia Plath

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released December 22, 2016

Produced, Engineered and Mastered By: Andy Sharp

All songs written by: Chance Herbert
All arrangements by: Sacresc
Cover Painting by: Mary Maxam and Kennedy Domecq


Additional Parts:
Adam Walthall and Zachary Price
Sample: “The Dream of Life” Alan Watts


Special Thanks:

Andy, Allison, Phil Ajjarapu, Zachary Gray, Hannah Henderson, Phynix Rogers, Makayla Ponce, Marshall Rushing, Kyle Berryman, Thomas White, Kate Reissig, John Villarreal, Cathryne McNamara, Barbara Buttrey, Ellen Spencer, Danny Schmidt, David Guidi, Gilbert Tuhabonye, Aaron Seroussi, Wil Brookhart, Clara Brill, Leia Goodpaster, Brian Patterson, Ryan Wiener, Shay Carlson, George Sani, Zach Newton, Richard Edwards, Kirby Lane, Bib, Lilly & Rocket, Nick, Grace, Max, Evan, Landon, Emery, Our moms and our dads

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